The bEat oF my HearT -- LOVE

2011-12-28T20:32:00.001+08:00

23 December 2011.My cousins, aunts & Uncles from KL came to Singapore!! My parents & I went to woodlands checkpoint to fetch them at around 12.30am ^^ we settled their 'autopass card' thingy and went off to my house ^^ we reached our house at around 3.30am ;) they begin to unpack all their stuff & starting chitchatting til 5am!! ^^ it was so fun! :D24 December 2011.Kak Nadia, Amir, Abg Afiq, Abg Azri, Abg Hafiz, Kak Liza, Abg Azrul & Dawish went off at around 12.30pm to USS :(( while the others went to Geylang to have our lunch ... They did some shopping there.. After that, we went to Sentosa to fetch them at around 7.00pm. Abg Afiq called me saying that he's getting bored there. So, we met up and off to Queensway~! I sit in Uncle Din's car with Abg Afiq, Abg Hafiz,Dawish's parents & himself.. Hella awesome! They were creating stories about Singapura! Hahahah! I miss the laughters we had!! ;> after that, we went to Cik Halim's house to have dinner! It's spaghetti! ;) Uncle Din and my dad both don't eat spaghetti but on that day, they eat spag!!! ^^ hahahahah!!! And of course, Uncle Din made every single one of us laugh til we drop! >.< we went home at around 10.40pm~ once we reached home, which is about 11pm plus, everyone was taking turn to bathe~ hahahahah!& we chit chatted again til 12.45am... Slept at around 1am plus ~~~25 December 2011.ITS CHRISTMAS! all of us get up early & went out at about 1pm plus and went to zam zam to have our lunch~ we had difficulty finding 17 seats but end up, we manage to find! ^^ I was in the same table as Kak Nadia, my sis & Abg Afiq.. I couldn't stop myself from talking to Abg Afiq about Zouk thingy!! Hahahahah! Took pictures & everything :D then they went shopping at Haji Lane for awhile and off to Bugis ^^ of course, the teenagers went off to shop for their gf's stuff and yea, Awesome!!! ^^ hahahahah! After that, we went to Mustafa Centre!! They were very shock to see the numbers of bangla on singapore!!! Abg Afiq & me walk around level 1 and we went out of the building~ i was lectured by him & hell yea, he tell me stories that somehow inspire me!! Best cousin ever! :D right up, we went to Orchard's Hard Rock Cafe!!! They bought tshirts & took lots of pictures there! n_____n again, I had small talks with the bros about some stuff >.< I really had so much fun!!! ^^ especially in the car !! We went to my aunt's aunt place cause she haven't been there for such a long time~ and we ate fried beehoon with bone steak!!! Yums to the maxxxx~!!! ^^ I was supposed to attend a Christmas party in ulu but, err my cousin ask me to stay instead cause we're going to Marina bay!!! ^^ went off at around 12am plus and went home.. Abg Afiq said that our plan is still on however, everyone's was tired. I was very disappointed. However, he promised me to lepak when we're in Malaysia! Hahahhahaha! He knows how upset I was !! >.< slept at around 4am plus after the late night chats about our past ;) kekeke :P26 December 2011.It's the last day! :'( We all woke up at around 10am plus & packed their stuffs and all~ sigh* we went out at around 2pm plus .... We went to Geylang again to have our lunch & I swear I was super hungry that time! Kekeke :P there were alot and too many of memories created during these 3 and a half days in Singapore that I can't put in words ! ^^ after that, we went to woodlands to but some fruits & chocolates~ I carried Dawish to have a walk~ gosh!! I LOVE DAWISH ALOT!!! :DD next destination will be my aunt's sister place near Larkin there^^ blah blah blah & went of to my mum's aunt's uncle's place! I played with Darwish alot!! We played ball, cats and catching with him! Aww, I miss him so much!! :((( he's such an adorable kid & very loving ;) it 10.30pm alr... We went off to Petronas to do our lil business & chit chat for awhile!!! Believe it or not, me, My aunt & Darwish cried :'((( I miss him so much !!! :((( *sigh*we bid farewell at around 11.15pm... And I reached home at around 1.30am plus.. Abg Afiq is such a nice a guy! He may seem like a playboy but when I know him even more,he's a great guy to hang out with & is a very good advicer :p he whatsapp me to cheer me up somehow & I slept at 2am sharp... 27 December 2011.I post a pic of me & Darwish~ many comments about the memories we had tgt... Gosh, tears just drop down... I miss them so much... It feel so empty without them :(( even til now. I can't wait for Chinese new year now cause we gonna meet each other again!!! ^_^ yayyyyyyy!!! Please be fast cause I freaking miss them especially Dawish alot!! ;DD That's all for today ^^ goodnight & have a great week ahead ;D -Nazurah. XOXO❤P.S : IT'S DARWISH 2nd BDAY TMR!!! :DD

2011-12-20T22:56:00.003+08:00

I wished he knows what I'm feeling right now. But I can't. Cause I can't expect too much.
Yes, he texted me & cared alot for me. But i think is more of a brother & sister care. ImGine you like someone and that someone tell you that he's hurt cause of another girl. & worst is he tell you straight. I finally realized why I'm in this state now. My cousin is right. He ever said that one day, your trusted one will forget you & will ignore you once there's a new people. Like I've ever experience before..

Last year, in December, I fall in love with someone. Yes, I was 16. I'm very disappointed in myself. Fcuk my life last time!
And now, in December, WHAT'S THIS?!? no, Nazurah! Wake up! You've an aim in life! Remember this! No relationship til I get a diploma :D
Like my cousin said, only ur own blood is the one that can be trusted.its time for me to move on. & to not ever fall over, again and again! >.<
I will need to control now (: When a girl don't have a guy, you won't die. *bare in mind , people(:*

& yeah! I went shopping today with lil sister.. I spend alot & manage to get two dresses, one pant, three tops, two rings & one pair of earring :DD I will be getting a new bag & a pair of shoe this weekend in town ^^ this is what I do when I'm in a foul mood. Thanks to shopping that I forget alm of problems ~ have to learn how to love life! Live like you never live before!! ^^
& because of him, I even took 2 days off! NO MOOD TO WORK! tsk. Thanks ah! (: That's all for today ! Kyaaaaa~!! ^_^

The beginning~

2011-05-02T01:53:00.002+08:00

It's 2am in the morning now~ I'm still not asleep.. Can't sleep well.. Something is bothering me. Tried to not think too much about it but heart is not at ease at all. Feel like telling the whole world how I felt but I can't. Not even a single soul can know how I feel~ so here I am ... 5 months past.. There's alot of ups and downs during my working days.. After January, life has been good.. Met someone that captured me.. Til now, we're still in contact. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing.. I'll miss that someone everyday without fail.. Wait for that someone to talk to me everytime.. Hmm.. Today, that someone was in a bad mood and he said that he's fine but I know he's totally not. Am just wondering why. All this while, I hope he mean what he said. I don't wish to be fooled again~ wishing is not good enough without even trying. My heart am beating loud.. This question has always been on my mind ... " are you holding on to me or just fooling around?" though that someone know how I feel, I still don't feel secure~ haixs.. What a life I'm living in.. Full of doubts always~ :'( if crying help, i'll cry silently~ though it's crying now, nothing is solved. Everything still remains unsolved :'( haixs ......

2010-12-13T14:51:00.003+08:00

hello.
my off day today.*grin*
have you ever wonder why do good times pass so fast and bad times pass so slow? ...
Random~
You have given and taken a lot from me. You gave me the reason to smile, but you took away my ability to love anyone else. How selfish can you be huh?
-.-
result is this friday. i really hope i could just go into an ite.rather than not gng anywhere..
im totally scared,nervous. so disappointed in myself for not doing my very best.
regrets. frustrating -.-
zzz...

2010-12-13T03:12:00.003+08:00

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
I travel back, down that road.
We come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.
Number one spot and now you found a replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
i Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
We come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see your face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she wont notice she's the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about your baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
We come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
We come back? No one knows.
I realize,it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes,it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
We come back? No one knows.
I realize,it was only just a dream.

2010-12-07T12:55:00.001+08:00

When your lips touch mine, it tingles tingles
My heart continues to tingle, aing aing
So happy aing aing I'm so sensitive, sensitive
I feel like crying when I can't see you for even a minute
I keep (cry cry) missing you (cry cry)
Sensitive, so sensitive, this love is like an allergy
I used to be so normal, but now I feel tingly and want to cry
You make me go back and forth, you hold me in your hands

Oh Oh, do you think just being cool is enough
Just being handsome is enough?
I just like you so so much, I'm going crazy crazy
I'm so into, into you
My whole body is electrified right to the bones
Oh~ You swallow my heart whole, me, you you you....

Your random jokes bother my heart all night long
I'm curious, aing aing
I'm always thinking about it, aing aing
Sensitive, so sensitive, my love is like an allergy
I used to be so calm but now it's made me jump, tingle, dizzy

Oh Oh, do you think just being cool is enough
Just being handsome is enough?
I just like you so so much, I'm going crazy crazy
I'm so into, into you
My whole body is electrified right to the bones
Oh~ You swallow my heart whole, me, you you you....

My love, you're a man of all the men
How, how can you be like that..
Oh, you're so perfect from head to toe
You're the jewel of my life, my life's destiny
For a long, long, l~ong time, just love me, me, me
Me me me me..... A~ing

2010-11-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

a long storyy.. :)

2010-11-28T01:36:00.003+08:00

not gonna write anythng today. let you guys listen carefully to this song and the lyrics c:
i just find it awesome uh. enjoys~!

2010-11-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

the sunset reflects on what i did before it sets.
I realised that there is a difference between school & life.
In school,i'm taught a lesson then given a test. In life,i'm given a test that teaches me a lesson.
& true enough,that i can have fake smiles and laughters but i cant fake my own tears and feelings.
things will nvr be the same again. im gng to the zoo later.
i doubt i'll have fun. i dont know what i'll have til it's gone... Zzzz.. thats all for today i guess.
nothing much to say.look back and move forward?
Lots of love, Nazurah♥

2010-11-25T13:01:00.005+08:00

i have to differentiate what fantasy and reality is.
i want to go further but it seems that i could only go this far.
I've fallen deeply into a trap and is struggling to get out.
i dont wish to get out of this trap cause i awe the scenery and EVERYTHING!
Its very hard to get out of this lovely trap.This is how hard my life is.
what i can only do is to share my feelings and thoughts to my dearest friends-Felicia & Syazuna♥♥
"like fire and rain, its driving me insane" ~
This time, im going to seek for whats best for me. But what exactly is the best??
im unsure. sorry that i love you ....

2010-11-23T13:06:00.003+08:00

sometimes, life can be very hard.when things doesnt go the way you wanted, life sucks. but when things is going the way you wanted, life's great. this is what many people are thinking. well, its a lie if i say im okay. i maybe strong on the outside but not in the inside at all.. its breaking into pieces ..no one knw how i felt.Its so painful.seriously.
what in the world you think is my heart made of ?? stone? urgh!
irritating.. now, i have a mission.. after this mission.. life still have to go on..
is just that it'll be harder.. every step that i take will be harder this time.
I want to be surrounded in harmony today which will make me feel that i can face any challenges that comes in my way. i have to remain loyal in values and needs and believe in people.
I believe it'll be a good day today.
off to work now. bye.
loves, Nazurah♥

2010-11-22T00:03:00.005+08:00

hmm.. went shopping with sisters and parents today. FUN~!
bought my favourite perfume and it cost me alot..
i've always wanted it and am very happy to get it now =) bought other stuffs too!
saw alot of ppl flying kites at marina barrage just now. im awed by the lights at spore flyer.
super beautiful!!went to have dinner and home.. this is what im feeling right now. confused.
I just wished i could fly kite one day. spending my time with my loved ones.
seeing ppl flying kites make me happy. idk why. its like seeing other ppl's happiness.
if they are happy, i'm happy for them too.
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MY BLOGSONG LYRICS ^_^

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say,His mind is somewhere far away,
And I don't know how to get there,It's like,
All he wants is to chill out,
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out,
Like he doesn't even care,

You,me..We're face to face...But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain, You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
We're like different stars
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
I try to read her mind
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say

You,Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
We're like different stars
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go

We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
We're like different stars
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
We're like different stars
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing

2010-11-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

Having work later.. today is my last day of work for this week! YEAY! finally~
well, i've met with quite a number of different people with different characteristics..
some sucks and some still okay uh. i hate the part when some ppl showing off what they have.
wtv. i dont care anyways. as time goes by, life's getting borriinngg...
work everyday like a no life kid.nvr get to go out with friends and family.
and whenever im at work, i tend to make lots of funny mistakes.ytd was the worst mistake tht i've ever did. embarrassing much. just cant stop crying eventhough no one scolded me. just feel tht im just as clumsy as a clown. i hate this fact. can i change this and become more clever-er in this sense?? im happy enough tht my friends are thr for me when im in a state of fear and at loss.
i guess this is the working life. always having ups and downs. like fireworks.
guess i have to go now. off to work :)
Loves, Nazurah♥

2010-11-17T12:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, life aren't that great.
making yourself feeling better isn't the way out to solve ur problems.
to have someone to talk to doesnt mean that ur problems has been solved.
what life really mean to you then? depending on other people instead of urself?
stupid.so stop all that wishful thinking: if you want to have fun, improve your love life or reignite passion. do something positive about it now.
Communication is key. dont be afraid to cry.
believe it or not, its the fact that no one can ever change.
Lots of Love, Nazurah♥

2010-10-18T13:34:00.004+08:00

Kim Hyun-Joong & Jung So-Min♥♥♥ ^_^
saranghae ^^
URGH!!! KHJ's smile is a killer, seriously !!!
JSM ♥♥♥ KHJ ^^
omo, without realising, i've watch this drama for FIVE times alr ^^
i wont get bored just watching 14 episodes again and again ^_^
seriously, PLAYFUL KISS ROCKS TTM♥♥
eventhough not full episode yet..but the 15 episode will gonna be hella awesome!!!
is at Jeju Island ^^ and its their honeymoon!!!!
YEAY!! i'm so looking forward to wednesday & thursday night ^^
thats all then..
annyeong !
♥♥

2010-10-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

YEAY YEAY YEAY!! PLAYFUL KISS ♥♥
aww, the show gonna end soon.. this thursday is the last episode ><
NNNNOOOOOOOO ...................................
they really have inspire me to really study hard and to persevere in life etc.
how i wished i have a guy of that kind of personalities which i doubt so it ever exist..
hmm... but still thr's good news on this show which brighten all PKer day^^
YEAY!!! Playful Kiss FIGHTING!!!!!♥♥
saranghae KHJ & JSM ^^

2010-10-17T22:24:00.004+08:00

YEAY! its KIMHYUNJOONG ♥♥
hmm... PLAYFUL KISS IS HELLA AWESOME KDRAMA EVER!!!
the very first KDRAMA i've watch is BOF which KIMHYUNJOONG was my very FIRST idol i loved!! and now, still, my love for him is like whoo~hoo!!
♥♥Love him and JungSoMin alot alot alot ^^
i really wanna meet them !! Playful Kiss HWAITING ♥
mianhae Jjong >.<
Gomawo KHJ & JSM for giving me the spirit to study all the way to Uni ^^
saranghamida♥♥
"Nan nomu nomu joha♥♥ saranghae KHJ&JSM ^^ "

2010-10-13T15:10:00.003+08:00

YO! has been spending my time watching Mischievious Kiss(above).
YES! total awesome!! I'm still finding the DVD.. well,its not out yet..
guess have to wait..the lead guy actor has the personality of my type of guy actually..
>< ''' I LOVE THIS DRAMA ALOT ^^ am still waiting for episode 13.. pls pls pls faster ^^

♥♥Mischievous Kiss Details♥♥

Title: 장난스런 키스 / Jangnanseureon Kiseu / Mischievous Kiss
Chinese Title : 韩版惡作劇之吻
Also known as: Playful Kiss
Genre: Romance, school
Episodes: 20
Broadcast Network: MBC
Broadcast period: 2010-Sep-01 to 2010-Nov-04
Air time: Wednesday & Thursday 21:55

Mischievous Kiss Synopsis, Story

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni’s house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend’s house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend’s son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo’s heart?

Mischievous Kiss Cast and starring :

Kim Hyun Joong as Baek Seung Jo
Jung So Min as Oh Ha Ni
Lee Tae Sung as Bong Joon Gu
Jang Ah Young as Hong Jang Mi
Choi Won Hong as Baek Eun Jo (Seung Jo’s brother)
Kang Nam Gil as Oh Gi Dong (Ha Ni’s father)
Jung Hye Young as (Seung Jo’s mother)
Oh Kyung Soo (오경수) as Baek Soo Chang (Seung Jo’s father)
Yoon Seung Ah as Ko Min Ah (Ha Ni’s friend)
Hong Yoon Hwa (홍윤화) as Jung Joo Ri (Ha Ni’s friend)
Hwang Hyo Eun as Song Kang Yi (Ha Ni’s homeroom teacher)
Kang Doo as Song Ji Oh (Seung Jo’s homeroom teacher)
Song Yong Shik (송용식)

Production Credits

Production Company: Group Eight
Chief Producer: Han Hee
Producer: Song Byung Joon (송병준)
Director: Hwang In Roe, Kim Do Hyung (김도형)
Original writing: Manga “Itazura na Kiss” by Tada Kaoru
Screenwriter: Go Eun Nim (고은님)

2010-10-11T16:02:00.002+08:00

YO! just finished watching the whole of Personal Taste today ^^
yes, i totally agree that its a very charming show. was touched in ep 15..
made me use alot of tissues.. sad luh.. see couple departing frm love..
anyway, N LEVEL IS OVER!!
so damn happy! i can now watch unlimited korean drama as and when i like freely ^^
YES! totally freedom! :))
gonna watch Playful Kiss next!
Ann-Yeong ^^ ♥♥

P.S : i miss mother and sister alot ... ♥

2010-10-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

This is what Hello-SHINee song means ^^aww.. it really awed me ! ♥♥

[Jonghyun] When I see myself during these times
I feel that I really am young
Even with you in front of me
I don't know what to do
[Onew] To the people who are in love
Please tell me how you started to love

[Taemin] Will the day I hold her hand ever come?
[Jonghyun] Will the day I kiss her above her closed eyes also come?

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Onew] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might
[Taemin] End up doing well

[Minho] Whether I should approach you
Or wait a little longer
[Jonghyun] With everyone saying different things
Makes it much harder ([Onew] You might not believe me)
[Key] She has higher standards than she seems
[Onew] This kind of thing is uncommon for me
Please believe what I say

[Taemin] Will the day I casually hold her come?
[Onew] I believe everything will turn out the way you think it will

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Taemin] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might
[Jonghyun] Oh yeah
It's not my first time to be honest
I've loved and broken up before
[Onew] But it's hard, please believe these words
[Jonghyun] You are different

[All] Hello, hello
[Minho] I'll bet my all this time
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don't know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? We might

[All] Hello, hello
Hello, hello
[Onew] Please give me a chance
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don't know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? Two of us
[Onew] Might be destiny
([Minho] Hello, the times I spent by your side
Can no more compare to any other happiness
I can't express myself to you
My heart wants all of you, never let you go
If this is love, I'll never let it go
Who knows? The two of us)

[All] Hello, hello

2010-10-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

AWESOME ^^ I♥SHINEE!!!
forever giving them my everlasting LOVE ^_^

2010-09-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

hello ^^
Saengil Chukya Haminda Key Oppa^^

2010-09-18T12:17:00.002+08:00

I really miss the SHINee family with Yoogeun..
they are like brothers.. how i wished i have them right now!!
at least, my mother and sister are like them too.
this video touched me ..seriously..
imagine having the ppl you loved around you and having fun with you..
aww.. i really adore them..
anyway, yes. i'm in pain nw.. my leg and everything hurts.
....
you need 2 hands to clap. so if only 1 hand is clapping, must as well dont clap .
i think i should stop clapping before i turn 16. start afresh when im 16..
should i?
idk idk idk idk ._.

2010-09-13T21:19:00.006+08:00

Let those pics do the talking ^^
Hari Raya 2010 is the best! =)♥♥

2010-09-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

HoHoHo!
Went out to study together today with dearest sister and mother ^^
Had a very great laugh with them ^^
thats all then..
BYEBYE ♥♥

2010-08-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

H A I X S.
was supposed to be happy today.
but it wasnt anymore.
everything ends here. i dont knw why my heart is crying so loud that i cant control anymore.
this feeling is worse than losing a friend.
no wonder i cry twice today. cry for joy and also for disappointment.
i guess this aint what i want.
just like the saying." let's hope for the best and prepare for the worst"
i guess thr's no future at all. slowly, step by step.
w h a t e v e r l a h.
i dont wish to see the future alr.
life sucks even without you around. exactly 2 months and we'll be apart.
B Y E . .

2010-08-27T19:52:00.003+08:00

HoHoHo ^^
Let the pictures do the talking then..
annyeong ^^

2010-08-26T20:05:00.004+08:00

Its the closing ceremony of YOG 2010.
I regretted for not being able to follow on every single match of YOG 2010.
Its a once in a lifetime chance to get along with other youths of about the same age as us in other countries.
I certainly thinks that it is such a waste for me to not even watch the opening ceremony or to watch any games live :(
However, I'm still very certain that I'm proud to be a Singaporean ^^
Have been finding tickets for the closing ceremony but fails.
currently watching the closing ceremony of YOG 2010.How sad yeah?
I dint even buy the YOG 2010 mascot! i gotta get both Merlyn & Lyo soon!!
& also not to forget my ♥ Korilakkuma!!
How i wish i could turn back time and get back to the start!!
all athletes come out alr ^^ aww...
i'm so touch seeing all the athletes jumping around, shouting out loud..
its like they are so bonded tgt within these 12days !!
14 Aug 2010 to 26 Aug 2010. HELLA AWESOME!
i love the fireworks! (: (:
they are showing their journey from the start til the end. i swear its very sad!
with the background song. OMG! its seriously very sad sad sad!!
its too emotional!
finally,
I LOVE YOG SINGAPORE 2010 !!!!!

♥I LOVE YOG 2010 ♥

2010-08-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

HEY ..its YOG YOG YOG YOG YOG♥♥
was watching Spore's football match with Montenegro..
Congrats to SG. 4-1♥
at the same time texting LAO AHMA^^
HAHAHAH..
also,table tennis SG lose but still it was a great effort! =)
i'm proud to be a SINGAPOREAN !!
YOG's rocks to the max man!! (:(:
how i wish it wont come to an end...
Hmmm... ahma say i still like a child ..
IM NOT! you're 16! i'm 15 (: 1 years different only :P
wtv. HAHAHAH ^^ thats all for today..

2010-08-20T16:07:00.004+08:00

Arent this cute??
Well, fortunately, i fall in love with KORILAKKUMA!
She's damn CUTE! ^^ goodbye eeyore (:
HAHAH ><

well, this is like OMFG!! ^^ ♥ love them loads forever ^^
thanks sis for decorating my mirror ^^ I seriously LOVE IT!
thanks mummy too for choosing the toppings ^^
went home at around 2pm ^^
had loads fun today ^^
thats all for today then ^^ byebye
Loves♥ Korilakkuma ^^

currently watching Music Bank ♥

2010-08-17T17:15:00.002+08:00

PHONE WAS CONFISCATED! Fcuk!
i hate going to school! school sucks!
i dont knw how to put everything into words.
just one word to describe all this. Sick.
im sick and tired of EVERYTHING! .
just wtv. i dont want care about anithing alr.

2010-08-10T20:19:00.001+08:00

JongHyun's cute! OMFG!!! =)

2010-08-06T20:43:00.004+08:00

HELLO !
its been a long time since i post (:
Life has been a great one nowadays!!
Prelims OVER! ^^
Ns coming real soon. 31 more days to N ^^
aft that, im free frm studies!! whee~hee (:
sis in camp right now... wonder why they can bring hp ...
my time cannot siol ..
i love ver. 4 video above ! OMFG! HOT HOT HOT !
thats all for today then. gng to meet cousins in msia at 3am..
♥ Im happy to share whatever i feel with someone.I feel much comfortable talking and expressing my feelings with the one i trusted most, whom have always been thr for me eventhough that person had no choice but to listen and entertain my craps and jokes! its a pleasure knwing you! i dont have to control what im doing as you're always the one who guided me all along! (: eventhough you have 2 other parties to pay attention to, you still nvr fails to spend time with me.i knw that its been a hard time for you to understand me and my craps but i just want you to know that it was all for fun ! I'm happy when i make you laugh.I still remember you get choked over an anchovies and i was very guilty at that time.I feel like im the one forcing you to eat them..thanks for everything ^^

2010-07-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

OMFG !@! Its SHINee comeback stage today on Music Bank ^^
love it alot alot!! (:

2010-07-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG !!!
i've been waiting for so long and now..
*SHOUT OUT LOUD* SHINee is bcak! (:
my love for them has nvr change! their comeback is this friday!
OMFG ! (: Im just so damn damn happy !!
SHINee forever Hwaiting ^^
saranghaeyo ♥

2010-07-18T15:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BDAY TAEMINIE oppa ^^
(:

2010-07-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

taken from FB ^^
Hello :P
hereby to wish MeiChyi a Happy Birthday !(picture above)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEICHYI !!
sorry for not being able to join you guys today ..
whatever it is , i hope you would enjoy your special day today!
I really thank you alot for giving me lots of advides when im lose ..
helping me in problems that i face and cheering me up ..
thanks for the care that you gave me ! i appreciate it alot !
in conclusion, thanks for everythng !! (:

well, school tmr ..
hmm.. i really hope she's fine right now .
i dont wish to hear and see her sobbing and controlling her tears..
i knw how it feels ..am sorry if my advices am not good enuf ..
i really really hope evrythng's fine frm tmr onwards !
cheer up everyone !

=))

2010-07-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

It was my dad's 40th bday tday ..
same goes as Felicia's dad ..
Happy Birthday Dads !! :)
let the pics do the talking then ..
ann-yeong ^_^

2010-07-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday KimBum ^^

watch B2st on EO5 ..
awesome gikwang ^^ he's so hot hot !!
err.. doing SS right now .. tmr late day !!
YAY ^^
gtg then.. byebye ^^

2010-06-29T20:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 16th Bday ShinDongHo ^_^

2010-06-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
just came back frm camp.. had flu and i always blow blow blow! HAHAH..
fyi, KIKWANG is in SPORE now now now! :)
b2st,BEAST♥KIKWANG! thats all for tday!
xoxo♥

2010-06-18T14:29:00.002+08:00

hello hello =)
sisters just came back frm HongKong and bought those stuffs back!
alot of mickey mouse thingy cause its a disneyland! ♥
they even buy me a Headphone! =)
hmmm... camp next week lah!
am not prepared..
gtg.. byebye =)
XoXo ♥

2010-06-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

hello =)
had a new haircut ytd :) love it!!
hahaha,sis gng to HongKong tmr morning..
4days ehh.. boring alr siol.. P-E-K-A-K.
hehehe,pekak ke per?? LOL..
they promised me to buy me a new hoodie! ♥♥
YEAY! ohkay then..
ending here alr :))
byebye =)

2010-06-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

HAHAH..
the latest post wasn't meant for you..but since you post it.....
dragging my sis along?? hmm.. what are sisters for then??sisters are for life!!
if i can share all of my problems with my "sisters" ,why not with my real sisters??
sharing is caring.. well, yup.. i share with them all of my problems..
its up to them to do whatever they like..if they did sth to u guys,why not confront them?!
why just look?!me.. scared uh?? backup?? hmm.. no need for all of that lahh..
im just sharing with sisterss.. have some originality eh.. ohh... what else i do??
it seems that everything i do is all wrong right?! yes, you nvr force me to change.
its my problem to do whats right and whats not right for me.yes,i may tell you how much i hate my sis last time.but things changes.things arent like before..about my family and everythng. and fyi,if you're asking me to ask my sis to mind their own business is equal to asking me to mind my own business too!yes.. im getting a much and way better life right now.you dont have to ask me to get alife..you dont know the reason why that group was formed ..everythng we do is for a reason.. without tht particular reason,idts this group will be formed.. tsk tsk tsk ..
thats all then..

currently talking to papa on phone and will call mama soon :)
papa very caring towards his half and daughters..
i really hope they will last long!! :) stay romantic always!! ♥

2010-06-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

hello hello ..
nothing to post today except for this..hahaha:)
we are mean? now let me tell you. who start everything first?
you guys are the one boasting around about this and that..wth?!
haiya..sick and tired of all this lahh..
its up to you guys whether to continue on to be this way or change!

=)

P.S : changed to a new song today ^^
love it cause it means alot to me ><
Saranghae,ILY♥

2010-06-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello hello =)had a wonderful weekends !!
love it ^^ not gonna boast around here and thr..
i've made my mind up.. im not gonna be whom i used to be..
i dont wanna care what will you think of me.IDC ^^
i am who i am.. not anyone else.. whahahaha:)
thats all then..byebye..
having terrible flu *random* :(

2010-05-28T12:27:00.003+08:00

will miss ★ICHIGO the MOST ^_^

ann-yeong hasaeyo :P
will not be in singapore frm tmr onwards =)
holiday-ing til monday =) HAHAH..
cant wait cant wait ehs.. packing up stuffs after this..
happy holidays everyone :)
err.. thats all for today's post.. will update soon yeah><
byebye =)

2010-05-27T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hello =)
tday,wasted my time calling someone up..
What for waste my time telling you guys a good news when you all ...FINE!
i wish to clear all of the memories tht has edge in my heart for last few
weeks.. i can feel tht my presence is not felt at all..is sucha dissapointment..
have fun ppl,be happy and happy holidays =)
lets just act as if we dont knw each other at all.cheers!
you're happy tht way so be it..
everyone is happy right now yea? HAHA!
there's no reason for me to cry over this matter =)
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2010-05-26T22:57:00.009+08:00

Ichigo, Cyn & Fadz

Cyn & me

Benjy & me

Nich & me

Fadz & me

Cyn,me & Fadz

*tweets tweets*

starstar

furfur & me♥

me & xinxin♥

jojo & me♥
*************L*O*V*E*******************
these are some photos tht was taken recently^^
love all of them above very damn much^^ esp on 25May2010^^ hehehe :P
dint go to school today :/
Life's getting better and i love my life^^
seriously,life's good♥ idk if anyone realise this but its true enuf^^
semester one is over..im sure gonna miss you alot alot..i hope i still can go sch just for you :P
ily!♥ just came back frm dope studio..
hiphop yea?? kekeke,laugh damn damn lot tday..
Nicholas act cute alot with his trademark "muackz muackz" LOL.its frm xin to _ _ _ _ _..
hmm.. i cant believe tht i cried on the bus and in the mrt tday..
sorry furfur :P
gonna end here then..byebye♥♥

2010-05-21T23:35:00.005+08:00

took pics with both of our AWESOME instructors(Benjy & Cynthia)^^
LOVE THEM LOADS:)

heyhey.. i love my sessions with them all!
the fun and joy we had tgt tday was totally superb!
went to meet furfur and took pics den bus-ed to lot one to meet jojo..
den,went to bugis and met xinxin & weiwei..
shopshop tday with them and off to D.O.P.E studio ^^
Benjy was late tday.was told tht he bringing his gf over..
he reached dope and i asked,'whr's ur gf? i tot she's coming with you?'
he replied' huh? my gf?? whr got..' hahaha:) someone very happy alr *big smile*
den start lesson..starting was damn funny cse he havent had his lunch i think..
to stress on his exams alr ..nvm, got someone can remind you in future:))
we get along very well this few days.. i still rmb the very first session with him .
his fierce look,he doesn't joke with us. OMG! was scary..
up til now,still okay luhs..not bad ^^ urm.. aft lesson,discuss about sth..
den went outside to plan ..we almost gave up.
but,we'll be very guilty towards our instructors for all of their hardwork tht they put in..
so,we plan properly again and brainstorm evrythng..
ard 8pm, went to flag for taxi..
i open the door of a SILVER CAB and i asked sth..
he replied and suddenly he drove away.Fcuk lah!
he broke my badge and its my precious badge! IDIOT! bad service ever!!!
will go and lodge a complain soon! IDC :))
cab home and went out again to meet ICHIGO and practice agin and again.
was improving, did the last time and headed home at 11pm..
sent furfur to busstop..i realise evrytime its night time,we get super hyper and even shouted..
she very de act cute lahs..hahaha:) den here i am blogging and chatting with appa..
hmm..am tired alr..gonna sleep tight today after a tiring and awesome day tday^^
Nights..
Ann-Yeong :)

2010-05-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

heyhey ^^
LOVE my instructors damn lots ^^
tday laugh and joke alot ehs..i can see tht he really care for us ..
chiong-ing frm RP to DOPE..his attire,the way he teach us ..OMG!
he really treat us til very very good lerhx..still can make us laugh ..
then,i really adores the way he teach us..not boring at all..
ICHIGO was super duper high tday^^
he's err.. a bit HOT ^^ opps.. sorry to someone tht i'll have to admit this..so SORRY!
but is the fact^^hahaha:) I LOVE my instructors alot alot lahs :))
hmm..maybe thts all for today:)
*big & wide smile*
Ann-yeong^^

2010-05-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

let this pic do the talking. bye..

2010-05-08T23:25:00.004+08:00

Aegyo^^ Jjong is so so damn cute whorx^^aww:)
hahahah^^ enjoy..

2010-05-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

ICHIGO's cap^^
hmm..tday woke up at 10.30am...
woke up and greeted dad and mum.HAHAH.
tday suddenly all very hyper..tmr's mothers' day!
yippee!! hmm..dint go for tuition tday.
was thinking of quitting and find another tuition centre.
its no use gng thr alr cause thr's no improvement in my results at all.
HAHAH..MYE gonna end soon and i can now concentrate on ICHIGO special day in 15 days time..gonna put all of my heart and soul into it and i rly hope we can go into the next round^^
awesome!

We should Feel and Groove to the music. Let our soul and body do the talking.

gonna end here..byebye ;)

2010-05-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

hello ;)
hmm, tday had ICHIGO second class..
changed instructor tday.. his name is BEN ..
seriously,he look like HONGKI!!
tht will mean tht he's hot! hahahah..
he looks fierce but his damn funny luhs.
sleep in a coach den Nicholas disturb him..
LOL..joker..was thinking veryvery hard whether to pay another $55 for 2 weeks of free time lessons.. hmm...
tday, our trip frm Lavender to JP was only for like 10mins ride..
joke and played arnd til dont care about others ..
laugh like mad girls.HAHAH!
funfun..
next lesson will be next weds and fri!!
whee~hee^^ cant wait for the next lesson!!

aww, hahah, fun fun fun :)
thts all for tday..
byebye ;)

2010-05-06T14:17:00.003+08:00

hello :P
changed blogsong..
ICHIGO,rmb this song?? hahah ;)
i finally find alr.. cant wait fr tmr second session ^^

well,tday had eng ppr 2 and history..
i've got nth to write fr history srsly..
i frget evrythng... haixs..flunk like mad alr..
eng no comment..still okok uh ^^
HAHAH..
byebye♥

2010-05-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

heyhey ^^
had maths and chem paper tday..
no comment cause too hard for me alr..
anyway,aft school was hella awesome!
had "class" with dear ICHIGO in Lavender..
cab down to Lavender but still got road congestion.wth ..
we were late but still it went on smoothly ^^
the instructor was okok uh.. learn alot of "things" ..
maybe will get to knw them even more after spending much times with them..whee~hee ..
well,there's alot of challenges for me to be in this state.the scoldings etc.
we went thru all kinds of trouble to find this.. ^^
at last,we survived!! YEAH~
lets have fun for 3 more weeks and five mins :)
heehehe:))
love it..
thts all for tday.. byebye ^^

2010-05-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

Im so in love with ICHIGO ^^
ICHIGO the starring STAR!! ;P

2010-04-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

Hello :)
today first lesson had chem quiz.
had no time to do them.. so,leave them blank.
den history,did revision and then english..
lesson all boring tday..
aft school, LOVE IT ^^
hahaha,sent Joey,Felicia,YX,KS to bus stop den off i go!!
for SecondLve :
i really hope evrythng will turn out fine tmr. cheer up :)
rmb to text me okay.
ohya,jgn lupe 16May(Last Song).. im so looking forward to it :))
Im happy when you are. im sure you dont want to disappoint me..
so am i :)
Hmm,quitting school isn't a solution to ur problems.
no point. move on pls..cause i think i'll be following your route..
so,guide and lead me,okay:) and thanks for all of ur encouraging words..
♥291109♥ is always loved :P heheh:)

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err..yes,i knw evrythng is my fault. And I'm really sorry.i dont want to make a big fuss about it alr.I've made up my mind.I wanna change. I'll give u ur space..Im srry for not giving u ur space all this while.also,i need help..am i tht bad to hurt you and even leave a scar in ur heart?if it is tht bad, I'm srsly damn damn sorry .. i wonder...

2010-04-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

hello :)
school sucks normal..
chem test, history test. i've flunk in history srsly.
only did 1 of the 2marks question. the rest i dint do.
aft school hangout with Joey & Felicia..
den sent Joey to the bus stop..
aft tht,us went back to the canteen and chatted with friends ^^
uhh,the sky was damn dark tday at arnd 5pm.. :(
went home aft tht..
sisters in camp right now..boring ..
hope they have fun uh.. their seniors must be so touched and honoured..
okay den,tuition tmr. shucks!
SA1.. byebye..
xoxo, Nazurah :))

2010-04-19T20:37:00.002+08:00

heyhey,i've got problems uploading pics taken last saturday^^
im sorry trios Darx!!

anyway,tday school wasnt a blast!
i love aft school @ JP^^
KJH is always mine mine mine^^
hahahaha,found my second rival..
LOL,its okay^^
okok,gtg.
byebye;)

2010-04-14T21:20:00.005+08:00

heyhey
change new blogskin tday!
tweetstweets^^
awesome BlingBling :) ILOVEYOU!!

well,tday school was still not bad..
physics test was atrocious:(
did only 8 qns..how bad..
okay then.. got to go to bed alr..
nights and ann-yeong^^

*chon maneyo fr reading my post^^*
thanks KEY fr helping me how to say welcome in korean..like finally i knw :o
& thanks FikaTaemin fr the pic above :)
saranghaeyo :))

2010-04-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

When any members of SHINee are your boyfriend..

1. When you suddenly talk in a nasal voice.
* Onew - Surprised, so he just stares and smiles
* Jonghyun - Stares for a while, and then grins all of a sudden
* Kibum - Imitates you and laughs
* Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma and just smiles at you
* Taemin - Says “Hehe.. Nuna you’re funny…” and laughs

2. When you ask them to entertain you because you’re bored.
* Onew - Says he’ll go shopping with you
* Jonghyun - Brings his mp3 over, listens to it with you and falls asleep while listening
* Kibum - Tickles you and plays with you
* Minho - Silently brings two Nintendo DS and plays with you
* Taemin - Says he’ll take you to a PC room or an arcade

3. When some thugs gang up on you
* Onew - Pushes you away and gets beat up in your place
* Jonghyun - Runs over and beats them up for you
* Kibum - Calls all the sunbae he knows
* Minho - Shoots his flaming charisma on them so they run away
* Taemin - Calls the police

4. When he goes to the army
* Onew - Tells you that you’re forbidden to look at any other guys until he comes back
* Jonghyun - Says “This oppa will come back much cooler”
* Kibum - Chatters on and on for the last time
* Minho - Says one thing. “I’ll come back…”
* Taemin - Says “You trust me right? I’ll be back soon.”

5. When he’s back from the army
* Onew - Suddenly comes up behind you, hugs you and says “Did you wait long?”
* Jonghyun - Hugs you, tells you he missed you and also says “How am I? Isn’t oppa cooler?”
* Kibum - Smiles widely and says “Did you wait a long time?”
* Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma, smiles and hugs you while saying “I missed you”
* Taemin - Flies over and hugs you and says “I’m finally back!”

6. When you confess your love to him
* Onew - Listens quietly and then hugs you
* Jonghyun - Confesses together with you
* Kibum - Thanks you and gives you a present
* Minho - Takes you somewhere else and confesses his love.
* Taemin - Says he’s going to confess, too

7. When you’re crying in front of your house
* Onew - Holds you and comforts you
* Jonghyun - Comforts you, and then watches you go into the house
* Kibum - Takes you to his house and comforts you there
* Minho - Hugs you until you stop crying
* Taemin - Stays still and then cautiously talks to you

8. When you doze off on the bus
* Onew - Falls asleep first and leans on you
* Jonghyun - Falls asleep together with you, wakes up suddenly and puts his jacket over you
* Kibum - Watches you quietly
* Minho - Sits you on his lap
* Taemin - Wakes you up and tells you to sleep at home

9. After your date, when you go home
* Onew - Asks “Do you want me to take you home?”
* Jonghyun - Says “Let’s go” and nothing else and takes you home
* Kibum - Says “Is your house big? Did you clean your room?” and nags you all the way until your house
* Minho - Says nothing and takes you home
* Taemin - Says “Nuna, I’m scared! I’ll call you so go home by yourself!” and goes home by himself

10. When you say you’re cold
* Onew - Takes his coat off for you
* Jonghyun - Buys you a windbreaker
* Kibum - Takes you into a warm coffee shop and buys you coffee
* Minho - Puts his coat around both of you
* Taemin - Says he’s cold and asks you to take off your coat for him

11. When you say you’re exhausted
* Onew - Asks you if you’re okay and pats your back
* Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you’re exhausted
* Kibum - Asks what happened
* Minho - Holds you
* Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tightly

12. When you’re walking together
* Onew - Holds your hand tightly
* Jonghyun - Says “You’re really pretty from the side…” and keeps staring at you
* Kibum - Keeps chattering
* Minho - Stares at you with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Acts cute and talks with you

13. When you say there’s something in your eye
* Onew - Blows on your eye
* Jonghyun - Says “Stop joking” but blows on your eye anyway
* Kibum - Hits the back of your head until you cry
* Minho - Melts the dust with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Says “I think there’s something in my eye too~” and has you blow on his eye

14. When SHINee comes over when you’re coming out of school
* Onew - Asks if you’re hungry and buys you food
* Jonghyun - Suddenly holds your hand and walks together
* Kibum - Packs lunch for you and feeds you
* Minho - Shoots flaming charisma while he walks over
* Taemin - Holds your hand and says “did you miss oppa?”

15. When you say you want this and that
* Onew - Buys for you without hesitation
* Jonghyun - Says “No! I don’t have money~” and buys something slightly cheaper
* Kibum - Says “Save money!” but buys it the next day and leaves it front of your house
* Minho - Glares at you with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Says “Oppa doesn’t have money~” and begs you to buy it for him

16. When you ignore all his calls and texts for a day
* Onew - Has texted you 50 times and called you 50 times
* Jonghyun - Has texted you 20 times and called you 60 times and then ran over to your house
* Kibum - Has texted you 3 times, called you 20 times and ran over to your house
* Minho - Has texted you 20 times, called you 100 times and then consistently asks you the next day what you did the day before
* Taemin - Has texted you 2 times, called you 3 times and then comes over and cries, asking why you ignored him

17. When you cry
* Onew - Holds you and comforts you
* Jonghyun - Suddenly becomes serious, pats your back and says, “Don’t cry…”
* Kibum - Says “Aigoo, my baby, don’t cry”
* Minho - Says scarily, “Who made you cry”
* Taemin - Cries with you, saying, “Nuna, why are you crying?”

18. When you’re laughing crazily because of something really funny
* Onew - Shocked, says “Ba..baby…”
* Jonghyun - Laughs crazily AT you
* Kibum - Scolds you, saying, “A girl shouldn’t laugh like that”
* Minho - Says nothing and makes you feel awkward
* Taemin - Laughs crazily WITH you

19. When you gift him with a sweater you’ve made yourself
* Onew - Extremely touched, says “Wow… Baby, thanks…”
* Jonghyun - Complains that it looks weird, but wears it extremely often
* Kibum - Confused, says, “Huh, I never taught you stuff like this”
* Minho - Only says “thanks”
* Taemin - Acts cute to show his gratitude

20. When you kiss him on the cheek
* Onew - Blushes brightly but kisses you
* Jonghyun - Says, “You started it” and kisses you deeply
* Kibum - Gets shocked and says, “Oh my god, what’re you doing”
* Minho - Clears his throat and makes the situation awkward
* Taemin - Sprouts nosebleed

21. When you’re with him at a swimming pool in a bikini and guys stare at you
* Onew - Puts a towel over you silently
* Jonghyun - Curses everyone out silently
* Kibum - Starts scolding you, “What were you thinking?!”
* Minho - Scares everyone with his flaming charisma so no one can stare.
* Taemin - Says “Nuna, I don’t like sexy women” and makes you go change

22. When you call suddenly really late at night
* Onew - Woke up because of your call and is sleepy, but says he wasn’t sleeping and stays on the phone with you
* Jonghyun - Says “who told you to call this late” but sings you a sweet lullaby
* Kibum - Nags you about waking up because of you, but all of a sudden you realize he’s been talking more than you have
* Minho - Worries about you because you aren’t asleep yet
* Taemin - Is very honest and tells you he’s sleepy and is going to go to sleep

23. During the finals week, when you’ve studied at school until really late and call him to take you home
* Onew - Asks you where you are, runs over as fast as he can and brings hot cocoa with him
* Jonghyun - Tells you that he’s too tired and it’s too much work, so you’re walking home alone upset, but suddenly appears and wraps his arm around you to surprise you
* Kibum - Says “Since when do you study?” but also says “Don’t go anywhere”
* Minho - Before you call him, he calls you to ask if you want to get picked up
* Taemin - Comes over in his mom’s car to give you a ride

24. When you show up wearing a really short skirt
* Onew - Clears his throat because he doesn’t know where to keep his gaze
* Jonghyun - Says “Sheesh… I don’t know what to do with you..” and takes off his jacket to tie it around your front and walks closely behind you
* Kibum - Hits you and says he won’t hang out with you if you dress like this again
* Minho - Doesn’t say anything, but every time a guy stares at you glares at them with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Very honestly says, “Wow, your legs are really pretty, nuna”

25. When you’re in pain in because of really high heels
* Onew - Suddenly takes you to a bench, sits you down and gives you a foot massage
* Jonghyun - Goes into a store, buys a pair of cheap slippers for himself and gives you his sneakers
* Kibum - Nags you about it, suddenly gives you a piggy back ride, but doesn’t stop nagging
* Minho - Stares at you for a while with his flaming charisma, then kneels down and tells you “Get on”
* Taemin - Doesn’t know what to do because you’re hurting

26. When you say, “Let’s break up”
* Onew - Says nothing except “Good bye” and then when you turn your back smiles sadly and cries
* Jonghyun - Says “Let me hold you for the last time” and then lets you go, but cries his eyes out when you’re gone
* Kibum - Suddenly stops joking around and asks you if you’re joking and says he won’t let you go
* Minho - Stares at you, and when you turn around takes your arm and tells you not to go
* Taemin - Whines, asks why and says no like a child

27. After you’ve broken up
* Onew - Makes sure you don’t know, but visits the front of your house and stares at your window
* Jonghyun - Calls you when he’s drunk and cries his heart out
* Kibum - Texts you things like “You really aren’t going to see me?” “I miss you” “I can’t let you go”
* Minho - Calls anonymously and hangs up after he hears your voice
* Taemin - Cries because he doesn’t know what to do after the first person that he fell in love with dumped him

.......
i've been doing lots of research these few days.. *thumbs up*
im doing this as many problems are arising and i just cant hold onto it anymore..
haixss....
gtg then,school tmr ..
Ann-Yeong and Nights :)

2010-04-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

This is why my JongHyun is Hot:

1. This sexy piece of ass is one of the lead vocalists of the Kpop group, SHINee, Kim Jonghyun. He can turn a sweet ballad into a song full of sex with his breathy voice. You can just imagine how hot and bothered he’ll make you when he whispers your name.
2. He fucking knows how fit he is. Who fucking cares if he’s shorter than a lot of other idols? He can let you HANG off his wonderfully muscled arms and not even sweat. Though he looks abso-fucking-lutely delectable sweaty.
3. It doesn’t matter what he wears; a fluffy hat, a fucking tie-dyed shirt, a baseball cap, feathers on his pretty head, SKINTIGHT PANTS, pimp!chains around his neck, a suit or even some weird green thing. What matters is what’s under all of that.
4. He’s called Raptor for a goddamn reason. Not only are the faces he pulls onstage fucking hot, especially when he adds a little tongue but you can bet he’ll just ravish you like the fucking Raptor he is. Of course, his gorgeous hair lends some credit to the name too. Into sparkly shit in your trees? Well, you’d want this Bling-Bling in your bed instead.
5. A complete Adonis of perfection, every single feature seems to be carved out of fucking marble. You can cut a bitch with his sharp jawline and probably blind a million fangirls with his adorable smile. And those sex shoulders that’ll make you faint to the floor with just one shrug. I don’t think you’d mind death by Raptor. Heaven’ll be much better.

hehehe ;) Saranghae♥♥

2010-04-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

hello :)
watch the video on top !!
im melting away srsly when he sing this..
hahahah,tmr tuition. LOL
gtg then.. byebye♥

2010-04-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

heyhey, its Jjong 21 Bday tday!!
HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY DEAR KIM JONGHYUN!!
celebrated his bday just now in school with the NOONAs..
was awesome,hilarious and kecoh!!
thanks evryone :)
thts all fr today..
Ann-yeong^^

2010-04-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

hello hey..
currently watching HB last ep..
OMG,srsly.. this is my first ever time watching a reality show while crying fr the last ep...
:( like srsly,HB ep 12 touches me alot..the photo montage..
OMG. without them in my life,im hopeless..
im speechless. its all gone too soon..
THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING!! Key give me lots of advice..
thanks Key and Taemin :) and I MISS YOOGEUN!!
SHINee and Yoogeun Hwaiting !!
Saranghae SHINee and Yoogeunie ...

byebye:)

2010-04-06T16:56:00.002+08:00

hellohello:)
dint go to school today..
was sick eversince ytd..
had terrible fever ever..
my body is vv weak..has been sick for twice this year.Damn it!
went to the doctor and he nag alot! cant be bothered on what he says..
LOL,haixss..
was given 2 days of MC.
haha:)
gotta go and have plenty rest alr..
byebye:)

2010-04-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

Jong Hyun saranghae!!

************
hello^^
back posting..
this week sucks big time..
dont knw why uh.
dont wish to elaborate on alr..
hmm,today went home straight away aft school..
first time ^^
haha,tmr will be at home,B-O-R-E-D!

okok, got to do sth alr..
byebye :)

P.S: ppl have been asking who you are..
i dont knw wat to tell them cse im confuse myself..
are you or not?? i'll let you decide^^

2010-03-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Jjong had a new hairstyle which srsly melts me away^^
OMG^^ he's hot rite nw!!!
i need to learn to play the piano..
i wanna learn to play nothing better by brown eyed soul!!
Hahah,anyway,heard tat SHINee is having a comeback to sg..
is this fr real or what!!!!??
woah!!

2010-03-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

this video rly made me jealous..
how i wish that girl was me!!
but still i cant deny the fact tat they are a compatible couple indeed :(
but i heard tat this is a scripted one..i rlly hope its a scripted one :))
haixss...
my feelings was cheated ytd.. TWICE!
OMG..trios knw why..
no mood to even post today..
i find that my effort was sucha waste!
whatever uh..
byebye.

2010-03-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

HELLLOOO^^

Bye:)

2010-03-21T20:33:00.004+08:00

*How brilliant my Jjong is^^*

HelloHello:)
just finish watching hello baby ep 9 alr..
waiting fr ep 10^^yippee!!
currently sick.down with flu and fever fr godness sake.
dont knw if im gng to school tmr..
argh..
yesterday,cousin was so good tat he sent me off to JP then meet up with his friends too.
meet up with trios Darlingxz to Kids Amaze^^
make new friends lah!! both is cute!
hahah,went back early to go out with parents and some ppl.
went to vivo and SHOP!!
the clothes thr damn nice eh!!
went to Candy Empire and it reminds me of my times with 2k7 '07..
Haha:) miss those times eh..

okay then,gotta rest alr..
nights^^

Jjong is MINE^^ ILOVEHIM them loads uh!!
geez:)

2010-03-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

hello^^

Just wanna wish my dearest cousin a happy bday!!
Happy 22nd Bday,ABG AZRI!!
hahaha,dah tua lah seyy..
chatted with him just now and was like WOW!

okay den..gtg:)
byebye..
all da best fr ppl taking SSGT test tmr:)

2010-03-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hello ^^

2010-03-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

heyho!!
here are some pics taken ytd at imm..

ytd,went to meet Felicia at her block den took 198 to JP.
took MRT to Jurong East Interchange..
den cab to IMM:) we scared got a lot of peeps mahx..
den,reached thr,think hard whether to pay $35 fr e tickets ornot..
den Juliana and Fika have brilliant idea..followed them..
planned to buy yoogeun's gift..but in the end dint..
Haha,was so fun..
den,ard 1.30pm,my sis,Felicia and i decided to pay 35bucks fr the ticket.
and we was like wtf??!!
its totally WORTH IT!
we're quite near to the stage.
SHINee OppaS are damn damn cute in real life srsly!!
sang bday song in korean fr Dear JongHyun^^ ILY♥♥
dey sing and dance the RingDingDong, JoJo and Replay..
gosh gosh!! i'm so in loved with them^^
haha..
sch tmr..
haixs..not in the mood uh.
Haha:)
gtg then..byebye^^

2010-03-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
I AM THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THIS WORLD TODAY!
Get to see ONEW at the Marina platform yesterday..
And get to see all SHINee members at IMM today..
I swear I LOVE JONG HYUN MORE DEN EVERYTHING:)
Will post next time with more pics and details!
Bye guys!

2010-03-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

hello
currently watching YU LE BAI FEN BAI SHINEE♥♥

today was officially the last day of school in term 1..
but still coming back to school fr lessons..
haixs.. loads of hmwks given..
hope can finish them up ..

kk,gotta go alr..
bye:)

2010-03-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

hello :)
yst was awesome in school! 10.03.10
unlike today..feel so sucky!
lessons was boring excpt fr english and maths..
i love maths today cse i 'studied'.
my results was a disappointing one..
failed 3 subjects.. i dont think i can move on to sec 5..
life sucks this few days.tmr is finally the last day of school fr term 1.
yea,going back to school during the breaks ..make no differrence at all..

okay den.
gtg,byebye :)

2010-03-07T19:16:00.001+08:00

SHINee & F.T Island^^

Love them all♥♥

2010-03-07T15:41:00.003+08:00

hello hello.

ytd was awesome at night.

last minute decision to go out..

Haha:)

today is hell boring.

but im not looking forward to sch tmr.

haixs..i want to be in my world.all alone!

well,im shocked to hear a news coming out frm somewhr in da 185 bus.

S-H-O-C-K-E-D !

kk,gtg byebye:)

2010-03-06T16:53:00.005+08:00

SARANGHAEYO, KIM JONGHYUN ^^
my love for you will always grow day by day evryday!!
aww....cant wait to see you nxt week^^ whee~hee^^
you're my source of my happiness...
♥♥♥♥♥

anyway,today had tuition.super tired uh..
aft tuition,walk walk then homed.heyhey,MONDAY.
i need to be brave and must be strong on monday.MUST.
haixs...
thats all then..byebye^^

*just chatted with Felicia♥.she promised me sth next saturday!!

see,right after she end working,she called me.LOL hahahah:)

2010-03-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

2010 sucks!!
idk why am i in this irritating situation!
lots of problems that i encounter this few days.
many feel this way too.is this what life is all about??
always resort to problems without fail??
i thought the battle will end today.but it still went on.
this is really freaking irritating!!! i dont wish to move on in life any further.
i just feel like stopping here and just get hurt all da times.
to lead my life with full of sadness and guilty-ness. wtf??!!!
srsly,i have to end all this! idc whatever happens ..
let's just get hurt once and settle it once and for all.
no turning back~!! i swear..
okay then,gotta turn in alr ..
having tuition tmr like wth??!!
haixs.... byebye..

2010-03-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

hello..
today school was.. no words could describe today.
im so not in the mood to talk bout school today.
anyways,my dear awesome mate cried badly today.
i hope she's feeling alrite right now.
eventhough she dint share her problems with me,i still tried to talk to her.
sorry if it dint work.i've tried my best.
aft school,hang out with darlings and juniors..
den homed.
thats all^^bye.

the battle is going to an end.i hope so^^
still,lots more problems is not resolved.i need time to resolve this.
i dont want to stressed out.
what i'll always do is just to sigh..
haixs...

2010-03-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

hello^^

school sucks today! like srsly.not about any lessons uh.
just bout some problems that im facing right now..
today was so sucky right after recess.
was dismissed frm lesson and went straight to canteen.
but dint dare to face my beloved friends with the problems that i have to be in.
so,went to the back of da canteen.i need time to be all alone.
den CCA. Trio Sisters made my day.laugh alot with them.
eventhough we struggle to find our hairnets.hahah..
we come out with funny funny ideas.LOLs ^^
den,took 2k9.was like wth?! tanned under the sun.
anyway,5 more weeks of NPCC and we're POP-ing ^^
idk whether its a sad or a happy one.
at 4.45pm,had celebration fr our unit.yea,da very last celebration in NPCC..
cheers evryone! Thanks ma'ams & sirs fr the treat^^
anyway,we're having a new HO today.just join WSNP today.*clap clap*
aft CCA,went to staffroom to update my admin things..
den,went to da canteen.chatted all along.
went out of school at 6.40pm.
on our way walking to the 172 bus stop,evryone went crazy.pulled each other bags.LOL
den,Joey and Wee Heng went off.
me,felicia,yongxun and weijie left.
waited fr a cab.wait til very long uh.haha.
while waiting got one gang of guys walking towards us.
one of da guys damn joker uh.wearing a "..."
hahahaah,laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop siol.
cant frgt it.LOL.
den sent felicia to the 185 bus stop.and her i am,HOME ^^
thats all fr today's post.
gOodnights evryone^^

P.S:
i dont know how evryone feels.but it wont be the same though..
friendship would not last long..it is just a period of time that you try to put in evrything that you have to share with someone.and sometimes you will share ur problems with them too.
Da main point for ppl to live in this world is to create happiness and control the key of ur happiness.if you knw that it would make you sad or even angry,leave it.dont ever find out anything that seems so unsure..it'll just be a waste of ur time.Happiness is controlled by you..
to stay happy is much more better than to be sad right?dont let others be the cause to ur sadness or ur angry-ness.
just be yourself.The key is on you.not others..you know urself better than others.
so,you decide.it just depends on how you overcome it.

2010-03-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

first of all, gonna wish Lee HongKi a 20th Birthday^^
Happy Bday HongKi.wonder how FT Island celebrate his bday today..hmm..

Anyways,went to school with felicia today.^^
sch was normal uh.nth to elaborate on ..
well,im facing a lot of problems this few days.
idk how am i being able to solve this alone.
i just feel like crying when i just think about it.
to think back,why must it happen in 2010.
why not the past years??shucks,this is so sucky!
uh,i just cant think straight animore1
gtg then,bye.

2010-03-01T20:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

I am here to help my Darlinx NAZURAH to post..

Jus now OKTO got MR BEAN...

She laugh until like siao like tat lo..HAHA..

Crazy girl:D haha..I think Darlinx Nazurah is missing me now:)

HEHE..She always think of me de lo..dunnn0 why also..

Ending here liao le..byebye!

Cute girl signing off!

2010-02-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

heyhey..

school today was tiring.

i hate it cause it just make me yawn non-stop.

was so damn tired uh.

had eng common test and vocab test too.

i dont really like my day today.

i just feel that evrything was my fault.

eventhoough it wasn't my fault,i still think its my fault.

argh,just hate to be feeling this way.

its okay then.currently watching Hello Baby ep 5^^

finally..haha,they made my day ^^

got to go..

byebye:)

2010-02-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

heyhey^^
new post fr today.
currently watching Hello Baby^^
oh mans,SHINee is damn cute lahs! esp,JH♥
haha,okay gtg bye bye^^

2010-02-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

heyho:)
just wanna wish Happy Chinese New Year to all of my classmates and friends ..
and Happy Valentines' Day to evryone.
hahahahahahahahaha :) :P
will update aft coming back frm msia on wednesday.
enjoy guys :)
bye♥♥

2010-02-10T23:12:00.005+08:00

heyhey^^ aren't they cute?! ^^

new song titled after love and also love sick..

'after love' rly meant alot to me.. i love this song a lot^^

i like all FT Island's song. love them loads!!!!!

xoxo FTI♥♥

dont want to say anything about today uh.

idk why.think got no mood to post today.

anyway,tmr is THURSDAY!!

finally can see my darling^^im damn happy.

gotta be in bed early and get ready fr evrything^^

im sure gonna love tmr :)

bye :)

2010-02-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

hello..
had air rifle comp today .
was dissappointed in myself too.
congrats to jiali for winning the champion individual for girls..
have been thinking hard for sth..
i have this feeling tht its not me for who i am right now.
i have this decision to abandon someone.yea,is just someone.
however,i dont knw how. its hard as ..yea,its very hard.
i dont want to be living in pretence.
and to particularly someone..
i've trusted you for 3yrs.
i wont trust you animore right now and i seriously wanna avoid you.
tht's it. my decision is final!
and you dare to call this friends?hell no lah!
not to elaborate more on tis alr.
will be fcuk up if i elaborate further.
byes><

2010-02-03T21:16:00.009+08:00

SHINee FanSign @ Lot ONE(31.01.10)
was a dissapointment :(

♥♥♥♥♥

FT Island FanMeet @ IMM(29.01.10)

Hey hey^^

those are photos taken last week.

well,ytd was my mum bday^^

hope she enjoy them have a great day,Love youxz :)

anyway,today was crazy.

all cse of JasliLim.aft bye-ed to Aishah,Syaza,Juliana and JaslinLim,

went home with Felicia and Elise^^

its been a long time since we go home tgt.

seriously,i laugh a lot today^^

Felicia and Elise one of their bus just cse we got a lot to chat about today.

was damn happy uh.. hahahahahah:)

thts for today..

tmr, no late day. wtf?!

byebye..

2010-02-01T19:31:00.005+08:00

P.S: in the second video(on a song titled[still as ever],i cried le.
in 1:58 til the end.GOSH!!go and see in 3:17 esp..
i cried even more loh!!OMG!!
i just cant resist the temptation of F.T Island^^

*사랑해요* (which means i love you^^)

heyhey,
was searching for FT Island videos for their concert last saturday in
Dragonfly,St James Power Station..
gosh gosh!!they all are damn super hot ahhhh!!!
i should save up frm last year so that i culd go for their awesome concert lah!!
I regretted it alot la!! i really wanna go!
im totally into FT Island right now!
SHINee ytd was atrocious!
dint get the sight of them at all. wtf?
read a newspaper report about FT Island on the new paper.
they are so damn friendly and they are too awesome!
AHHHHH!! AHHHH!!
today school was okay okay.
nth to elaborate on.
i realise tht i've not spend time with FeJoNa..
yea,i hope they're fine:)
okay..tht's it fr today's post dear readers..
nitexz.

2010-01-30T18:42:00.004+08:00

hello^^had awesome time with 2 awesome ppl^^

love ytd a lot cse we went to FT Island FanSign in IMM.

it was superb.can blast into tears lah!!

went with Aishah and Maisyarah..

not gng to elaborate any further..

MinHwan damn cute..HongKi and JaeJin too^^

LOVE them superbly..

anyw,tmr JongHyun in Lot One!!

whee~hee^^ byes..

2010-01-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

heyho^^
currently watching you're beatiful ep 15 at the same time texting dearest senior,HAZREENA^^
i miss her a lot manx..wondering when will she come back and visit us..
okay uh,dont wanna post any longer today.

ann-yeong^^

2010-01-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

hello..
im very damn happy..
today was awesome with Aishah♥,Syaza♥ and Yazid and gang^^
stayed back aft sch with them was definitely awesome^^
hahahahaha..LOVE IT!

okay okay..
i have been watching a korean drama which really interest me a lot a lot!!
OMG.frm saturday til today,i've been watching it.
and now,its episode 15!!
yippee^^ 1 last episode and im done..
this drama have make me cried a lot of times..
its really saddening and funny.
i love it^^ i love this drama a lot^^
a lot of sacrifices that the actor and actress do that touched me til i cried.
really really..
ermm.. not gonna elaborate more alr..
must jiayou watch this..
bye:)

2010-01-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
today was suppossingly to go fr tuition with awesome Aishah..
but i have air rifle briefing at Presbyterian High Sch.
the girls suffer alot wen using the toilet.wont tell you why uh..
we knw fr ourself can alr.LOL..
well,the briefing was boring.was a bit pissed off..
but i just forgive and frgt uh.dont wanna care so much alr.hahahah..
srry fr my sucky attitude.. hmm..
aft the briefing,trios and jiali went to have lunch in JP ..
then,i headed home..
tht's all fr todays..pretty boring la..
i cant wait fr next friday,29.01.10.
FT Island la!!!hahahah..

thank you fr reading readers..
An-yeong(bye)^^

2010-01-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hello:)
Hereby to tell you that i wont be post frequently cse im really busy this few days..
Erm..had sch tdy..Normal uh..had social studies test just now and it was pretty hard for me to concentrate..sth has been bothering me..only someone would understand me..
Hmmm..after sch,had air rifle training..Before that, thr's 1hr break..Went back hm,met friend and sister too..Was totally relieved to tell someone abt my problem..After air rifle,went to eat in mac & headed home..laugh a lot in the old 185 bus..Only Felicia know wad the crap i m talking abt..Well,its pretty embarrassing you know..haha:D That's all for today..Bye

P.S: Sorry Aishah abt tml..Really sorry..I promise to go next week..I really had no choice..SORRY AWESOME-MATE..

2010-01-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

this are some photos taken yst.

i love it too much that i cant explain wat really happen yst.

hmm.today sch was okay okay.

after sch,went to find seniors to congrats them fr doing welll in their 'O' lvl.

im so proud of them all^^ seniors whom i knw all make it to Polys or JCs.

well done guys^^ hahahah:)

okay uh..gtg.

bye :)